I have been chewing on this post for a few days trying to figure out how to put these feelings into words without getting really far out there and losing people’s interest. This is important to me. It’s important that I share it with my tribe and anyone else who wants to hear it but I can tend to be very wordy especially when it’s something as crucial as this.
You have all heard me say for as long as I have been sitting on my soap box to stop putting your faith your hope you power into outside sources Deities or things. That the power lies within you and it is time to trade in your brooms and claim your wings. Well it’s show time folks. Your brooms have been taken your Deities gathering halls have been closed and your government is failing you. You are locked in your houses with very uncertain futures. No real hope as far as what we see on the news. It’s really time to dig deep and look within and learn to stay put and be okay with yourself because right now that’s who you’ve got.
I was trying to figure out what to reference and I kept coming back to something Pastor Frieda said in one of her lengthy sermons years ago
while I know from me this will sound odd I am going to reference a scripture from the New Testament. I can’t remember right where it is at but it was a parable from Jesus that I have always held on to and at one time really caused me to dig deep within… something I feel is necessary in order to survive this supposed pandemic.
It is very profound and relevant to current events.
He says “Everyone who listens to these words of mine and does them will be like a man building a house who dug deep and laid the foundation on the rock. The rain fell and the floods came and the wind blew and beat against the house but it did not collapse as it had been set solidly upon the rock. Then he went on to say that everyone who listens to these words of mine but does not do them will be like a fool who built his house on sand. The rain fell the floods came and the wind blew and beat against the house and it collapsed it utter ruin.
So let’s look at my perception as to the deeper meaning of Jesus words
Everyone who listens to these words and does them….. this obviously means anyone who listens to and practices the teachings of Christ which were to find the kingdom of heaven that is within YOU not anywhere else in space or time. But to find the transcendent dimension of the kingdom of heaven that is within you. Which is a deeper dimension, or higher dimension of consciousness that is accessible to everyone.
The man that is building the house is you. The house itself is you. The floods that come the rains that come beating against the house obviously means some form of adversity that you encounter as you inevitably do in life. Some form of fairly extreme adversity be it on a personal level, or as we are experiencing now which is on a collective level.
Now if you haven’t gone deep enough, because remember you are the house … if you haven’t gone deep enough you have not found anything beyond the conceptual thinking mind then the floods the rain the wind the adversity whatever it may be In this case we know what it is will devastate you
Like now even if you do not fall ill if you do not contract the virus the fear will consume you as it’s consuming millions of humans across the globe at this present time. And why do you fear? What is fear ? Fear is certain thought forms that we project ourselves into some future moment and you are not present because if you were present you would realize that in THIS moment there is nothing to fear. It is only when you leave this present moment that fear rises as a thought form. Which then creates an emotion which is fear. So to stay in the present moment and out of fear is digging deep. So what does it mean then to dig deep and find the foundation on the rock that you stand ?
I’d like to help you understand what it means to dig deep. Just take a moment to be aware that you are breathing. Become aware of yourself. Not the conceptual self or personal history or magical future moment but aware of yourself as a conscious presence. A field of conscious presence. And thinking does not help here in fact it’s an obstacle. You must go deeper than thinking. And yes you can be completely awake and present and yet with very little mind activity. That is the start of the realization of your deeper identity. What I call your essence.
Your essence identity is separate from the present moment. It is the timeless eternal present. It is a deeper dimension of consciousness than the one we ordinarily exist in. That is the meaning of digging deep and finding that unshakable foundation that is deep within each of us. Adversity is a wonderful opportunity because it forces you to go deeper. It forces you to awaken to the deeper dimension of who you are.
Why does adversity do that? Because life becomes almost unbearable when you live always only on the Surface of sense perception and your conceptual mind. When you sit around and listen to the news casts and read all the horror stories about the state of things. That would liken to the house that is built on sand that when the floods and storms come the house collapses and if you are the house then it will bring you to devastation and extreme suffering even though nothing has happened yet unless you have contracted the virus that’s something we will talk about in my next rant but this one NOTHING has happened yet other than a bunch of fear propaganda. So digging deep is to stay fully in the present always here now
I have to ask Is the house that you are built on sand or are you able to dig and find the foundation within yourself that frees you from fear?
When things go well most humans can’t be bothered with going deeper. They are like why? Things are good I don’t need to do that. I have a vacation to plan etc. they are in their comfort zone No one ever awakens in their comfort zones. . . It is usually in the face of some huge calamity or facing mortality or some world catastrophe like the one we are presently in that forces people awaken. It’s either awaken or perish. Sadly many will perish. Because they can not dig deeper and go within. They are filling their heads and hearts and energetic fields with fear and propaganda about what could happen and instead of finding a way to be grateful that they have a home to be quarantined to and people to be quarantined with they are complaining about it. Don’t get me wrong I have moments in the day where I feel disgruntled and anxious and bored and like my skin doesn’t fit and I am completely limiting my intake of news or even conversations about this because it straight consumes me I get myself so worked up and the facts are 90 percent of the media are owned by the people poised to profit off of pandemonium and this whole supposed pandemic They are banking on you going stir crazy and not being able to stay put. They are banking on riots they are banking on you giving them just cause to bring in Marshal law. They have already gathered almost 4000 National Guards and deployed them they are poised and waiting for the word from the Chief at which time all he’ll will break lose. It doesn’t have to be that way. Collectively we can change it.
I’m honestly not of that mindset. I’m of the mindset to hunker down to go deep within and get into total alignment with my innate to get personally acquainted with my very dna and cellular structure to be so in tune with my higher self that we are one so that when we get to the other side of this which we will I am poised and capable of bringing in the new world and understanding the energy and appreciating it and not only adapting to or existing in the new paradigm but thriving because finally after many lifetimes I can say I’m home.
My advice is to hone your craft. Practice magic. Practice rewriting your dna or changing your mindset practice living in a state of conscious intention. If you want a deeper understanding of what I am saying and you would be interested in doing a live discussion and even coming on the live asking questions etc and helping each other cope and get through this time drop a comment below and share this post with others. If you vibe it would be really cool for you to subscribe.